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Anger - it is not necessary

Solitude
It came to me over and over again. I mean I have known the word before, I have practiced it before. I am seeking the answers within the silence sometimes, and normally I find them.
But now the solitude and the need of solitude have come all over me via my subconscious. To solve issues that I suddenly found that I had.
I practice visualization and meditation regularly to irregularly. Many times without focus, only to empty my mind before I will sleep. But this time I have a focus.
To make the right choices in life, you have to get in touch with your soul. To do this you must experience solitude, which most people are afraid of, because in the silence you hear the truth and know the solutions. - Deepak

The introduction to the book project.
Well as it comes to the book, I am as mentioned rewritting it to english. I am giving you a preview of the introduction... Im happy to recieve feedback. ♥
This is my story, a story telling about my development, describing my challenges and how my vantage point from where I’ve seen and experienced the world have been constantly changed, turned upside down and have come to a place I find completely accurate. All I have ever known before all of sudden were or is completely out of line.
When I started my journey, someone told me to a write a diary to remember, and to keep forever and for always. For myself to remember the wonderful journey and my thoughts while it was about to happen and during it. I took it a step further, as my journey has been so inspiring and amazing and spiritually developing, I wanted to share it. If it reaches you and inspire you a thousands of what the major impact it has had on me, it will be amazing.
I was born in Europe during the 80ths; I grew up in a very loving family. I grew up into what was a loving, caring and beautiful environment. Creating me to be a very loving, understanding and grateful child and also youth. During my childhood I had a dream, I constantly had. I had a curiosity to see. We went travelling for holidays a few times, and I saw other countries, other people and I saw other lives. A wider curiosity was awakening within me, and I knew somehow one day I was going to accomplish my dream. Following a path taking me around our multi cultural and diverse world.
Since I was young I have also had a siren calling me, a siren calling me towards the ocean. The ocean has been a calming media for me always giving me mutual trust and mutual comfort. My parents have told me several times, when I was very young and when we went to a place where the ocean was available, I was always in a hurry, I always needed to go to my ocean, to greet it. I was always in a rush to get close to what many consider big, wild and dangerous. I went there, sat down, and had a breathe with the sea. My mom remember her 4 year old daughter standing in front of a big wild ocean mumbling a phrase, "I am here now."
We may believe that all of us have a story to tell, and all of us do. And this is mine.
When I later went through my education at a university and came close to meditation, and was able to calmly find peace and happiness, to find purpose in daily events, and a deeper understanding and connection with my subconscious was developed. Suddenly I discovered, maybe because I believed in it, or maybe because it existed, a wonderful path created for me. Maybe it did existed because I believed in it, but it was there and I trusted the path that it was meant for me. What was meant to be was going to be.
And I was on my path.
At first during the last university semester and I had a boyfriend, I was thinking to stay, to find a job and a carrier at home. But just as I started to have this thoughts coming to me, the relationship ended, as it was meant to do just at that time.
Via new motivation I googled and I got results. I applied for jobs far away from my comfort zone. I applied for jobs in countries I hadn’t ever hardly heard of. I applied for jobs I knew was in paradise islands far away from normalities I had ever been in, of places I had only seen on pictures. People at Human Resources Offices around the world were writing back to me. I got replies. I never thought that these paths was going to come true. A paradise far away on the other side of the world was writing back to me, informing me that the places had been filled, but they were going to keep my details for the future. I believed he was only friendly and polite. But this with the future it actually happened.
Half a year later, as I was having breakfast with my mom, it did happen. A call travelled half way around the globe to my cellphone. An interview was completed. Unreal, a dream, I was not really sure it had happened. I had to pinch myself. Was it really going to be?
A few calls and interviews more, where I was explaining why I wanted a land in the sea to be my new home. A few calls and interviews more, and it started to happen. Vaccinations, paperwork, summer clothes sale, a constant happiness boost, a new pride over what was going to be accomplished. Committed to my new understanding, a new meditative skill. This was apparently meant to be.
It took little bit over a month, and I was on my way to the airport, and via airport heading to a destination 20 hours away, a destination I had only seen on photos. We celebrated with a big farewell. Friends, previous colleges, family and relatives. They were all there, hugging me, wishing me luck. Sharing my happiness. This wasn’t a common thing. People stayed at home, got an education, a job, house, car, got married, children. Followed their steps, generation after generation. It wasn’t common to go abroad to work. Everyone I loved so hopelessly came to hug me farewell. To take a part of the start of the adventure of their friend, college, relative`s new path.
Believe
I find peace and purpose in my job. It is sometimes sitting at the reception pulling my hair since the guests decide not to show up, not to let us know and not to answer when we call. It is sometimes sitting in my office pulling my hair, because we didn’t get the visas issued on time, and because it is constantly new rules to follow up to get applicants able to leave their home countries. I sometimes sit and pull my hair, because there is ladies obviously calling to do market researches, and I cannot confront them.
I am sometimes doing treatments, and reach inner peace, deliver inner peace and solitude. I am sometimes loving the team so much when they make me proud as I see their and our joint accomplishments. None of my days at work is similar to my previous. They are all different, and I never know when I leave home in the morning what my day will be like. I get new ideas, and I bring them to life, I can see results, and it drives me.
I know in my definition what a perfect spa experience is, and this is my goal, to let every guest reach my definition. My definition have been sat by standards I have partly worked with and experienced myself as a guest. This is my goal, and to let this be widespread and let more and more approach us to reach for this definition.
I will post in this category whenever i blog about spa, inner journeys and rejuvenation.
I bring spa with me home, as it is always scented candles and soft music surrounding me.Meditation and visualization is always near. ♥

If I can have this moment for life. ♥
Traveling
My Job
Well, I am suppose to create a CV- like post here; I am a very spiritual person believing in destiny. Believing in a path that is created for me. Partly also with my job. Every job I have done so far have been very developing and made me grow a lot.
I choosed my carrier or my carrier choosed me, anyway it has worked very well for me. Finishing college with focus on social studies, culture, history, religion and language. After collage I felt lost for some time, started working with hospital cleaning and did a one semester english course at the local university. After a semester i felt that i needed a break from school and did work, mainly work at the hospital disinfectant company for some time. I also did some time as language teacher-substitute at a local high school.
When time passed and I felt it was time for next step, I went to a professional carrier guide and let him to analyze me and recommend some programs for me. It worked so well together we found several programs that I highly believed in. I got accepted to a Spa and Health Consult program at a university a bit far away. I started it and I strongly believed it was meant for me, it was my path. After finishing 2 years later I had plans to try and get a job abroad. I managed to do so, 6 months later I was on my way to paradise.
I worked nearly two years as a Spa Therapist in Maldives. I grew a lot, developed and had an amazing time of my life. I was certain that i had found my path. After my time in paradise I got headhunted for my next journey. And I was hired as Spa Manager, for a property in Qatar. I have nearly completed two years at that property now.
Besides my educations and paid jobs, I had also done a lot of voluntary work for sport clubs. Coaching and being responsible as trainer for children and youths within my region back home. During that time there was a lot of scholarships, courses and sectional training. Pedagogics, physiology, sport injuries, leadership, team building, etc. These times have shaped me as a person, and I have a very wide burning interest for sports, health, fitness and etc. Of developing and being there seeing people inspiring their own life. Being there seeing people improving their world.
ABOUT ME

Well,who am I, and what have life thought me?
Life have thought me that everything is possible. Life has thought me that I meet people for different reasons, and when these reasons have been fulfilled I get separated from these people, with those were the reasons never gets fulfilled will stick together til death do us apart. Life has thought me not to be angry, because anger doesn’t get us anywhere. Life has thought me to appreciate small moments of joy and happiness, because without them life would be useless.
Life has thought me never to show regret, and be grateful every single day. Life has thought me that the world is full of people from different cultures, with different histories and different belief, and that none of them are better than the other. Life has thought me to love the world and to live.
I am a girl or I have started to define myself as a woman nowadays. I live in Middle East currently, I lived in Maldives previously and I was raised in Sweden. I have very loving family and friends, they are proud of me and I am proud of them. What am I more? What defines who we are?
I like clubbing, dancing, playing tennis, I have a huge compassion for my job, I like meditation, visualization and to spend lazy days at home sometimes. Life has thought me never to be bored.
I am in the over middle of my twenties and I have decided that I can do everything I am meant to do. I define my life and my life define me.
The Book Project
I am in the beginning phase of writting a book. I started out in swedish, but around 50 pages down the line, I wanted to change into english. So here I go again. It has been such a journey for me the path that has been created out of nothing at just right moments and right times, I as told when my journey started to make notes for myself to remember.
But as the journey have moved on, I could not keep it all to myself. I needed further evolvement. I will posts updates in regarding to progress and sometimes I will post small parts of the story.
It is my story together with fiction, and it tells a story about a culture in general my world back home know very little about. It tells the story that have changed me.
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