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easy like a sunday morning

calm, quiet and easy as a sunday morning. although the weeks are back and forward and upside down when working in hospitality. it isnt really common to be off on the weekend.
 
currently my offs are mondays. So when all of you have your monday blues, i have my saturday. when you have your sunday evening stress, i have my friday. 
 
i still celebrate weekends here though even i work. thursdays, fridays and saturdays. so to sum up its only tuesday and wednesday that are a bit boring. so it is a win situation for me. 
 
always harder than i thought to start bloggin again, but i will try and try and try til i get it as an habit again. hoping to welcome few more readers as well. 
 
enjoy your wonderful thursday, i will. probably tea and cinema date tonight with the gang. 

If I can have this moment for life. ♥

Ive got this beautiful new blogdesign from a dear friend. So it would be so sad if i didnt for real started bloging again. Ill keep myself busy with something that is evolving and developing for me. 
 
Since last I have had my amazing awsome wonderful and beuatiful vacation. It was perfect every single minute of it. A boost of hormones, a boost of hugging and of love. It was 2.5 years ago last time i meet them, it was 4 years ago i last had a christmas in sweden. I just loved my winter wonderland. 
 
I am so grateful for every day and every minute. I enjoyed meeting people, I enjoyed huggin people, I enjoyed breathing cold air, getting dressed for minus degrees, I enjoyed freezing. I enjoyed skyping with my baby back in Doha, I enjoyed driving car, I enjoyed being a part of my swedish life. I enjoyed cooking, going to the supermarket, making cookies, cleaning the bathroom, (well,.. yes). I enjoyed doing spa treatments for my folks.
 
I loved dressing the christmas tree, and just sit and glance at it. I enjoyed go sleighrides in the dark, drinking gluewine, eating chirsmas cookies. I enjoyed go clubbing at the night clubs back home, (although it was mainly people in my brothers age there). I enjoyed having movie nights and dinners with my best girls in the world. I enjoyed every single second of my winter wonderland. 
 
Now, its nearly 1.5 month since my trip was over, but i still feel rushes och happiness reminding me of the love, hugs and laughter. I love so much in this world. I love every day of this world. I love what every step brings me. 
 
Sweden was magic. I save that moment for life. In my long term memory to bring with me as a glittering boost to look back at, a boost of happiness and glittering smiles. 
 
This one is for all of you back there at home... ♥ 

all over the world.

was planning to kickstart the blog again. I even have a web design created for my blog by a web designer friend waiting. Havent really had the time to update it and see if it will match with blog.esse. lets see.

otherwise, its time before eid. for those of you who doesnt know eid, i will give little information. we have2 big eid coming up shorthly. eid is celebrations. the first one is the day significant to the end of ramadan. this will be on sunday, and its a party going on for days. second eid will happen during october.

main traditions is to celebrate brunches and big breakfasts with family and friends. before this many in the arab world esecially, redecorate their houses and themself. the last significant to busy days at spa.

hence shifts of 15h, 13h, 14h is normal.

i know you are worrying about me, dont. i will be fine. im still young, i learn. there is something coming out of pressing oneself to the limit. sunday will be eid. two days will be quiet and calm.

after eid, our team is increasing, and we have new staff onboard, giving more space, more time, more recovery.

a new path is on the way.

hit that high

need to hit that high. need to be back on track. its ramadan now, and im trying this with fasting. (well under my own rules). if i should ever try, it would be when i am here.

but i dont know if its the fasting, or if it is the stress at work, or if it the love and missing after my family, maybe it is the tiredness from not having a break for so long.

but i am exhausted. i used to love my job, and do it highly, i usd to have such a strong motivation to get out of bed every morning and achieve something every single minute of the day.

well this motivation is gone. i just wish to stay in my bed.

Snabbt och lätt god natt.

Var ledig idag, första lediga dagen på arton dagar. Men vilken ledig dag! fantastisk. Tillät mig att göra ingenting fram till klockan tre. Det är väldigt givande att just göra ingenting, jag har inga måsten när jag gör ingenting. jag känner ingen stress eller blir uttråkad. Jag ligger på sängen och stirrar i taket ett tag, mediterar lite, tittar på en film, äter lite mat. Slösurfar ett tag, tittar i taket ett tag till. Lyssnar på italiensk musik och gör just ingenting.

Det kallas ladda batterierna. Sedan efter tre så åkte jag ut till min väns magnifika spa på ett av lyxhotellen här.  Hon visste precis vad jag behövde idag, så jag hade en 80 minuters helkroppsmassage, låg i bubbelpooler, ångbastus ett tag, provade kall poolen och sedan lång dusch. Efter det arabisk buffet restaurang. Hon visste så mycket vad jag behövde idag. Vänner som du är det finaste som finns.
Efter välbehövd massage, rekreation och middag åkte jag till tennisbanan och svettades i två timmar. Det var en helt fantastisk dag. Ny energi för några dagar. Drog in lite längre avstånd till den där väggen som annars kryper så skrämmande nära ibland.
De senaste tre dagarna har jag suttit med budgetar, räkneskaper och finans arbete. Det är väldigt givande för mig jobbet jag gör, då jag tekniskt sett lär mig allt. Men det är krävande också. Vänenr är det finaste som finns. Min Sofia och min nyfunne tennis partner. Ibland är jag bara så glad för att livet är precis som det är.

exhaustion - when tennis came back in my life

When I was a kid I was very eager to work out, I did sports for several hours every day in the week. It was handball, tennis and wrestling mainly. We tried out a few other things to, but this sports stayed around for some years. It worked out very well for me to keep up with these sports. I enjoyed the sports a lot. I was committed, motivated and I knew that I would always keep exercising, because there was no other way. I couldn’t imagine the people just stayed at home watching tv after school/work. I mean i couldn’t understand where they used all their energy. This was until i reached around 17-18.

 

Sports for kids are one thing, when you reach level of seniors its another thing. The competition is getting harder, the pros will be the only ones left. At the same time more responsibility enter the life, with jobs, more demanding educations, relations, driving license. New interests. New focuses. I continued with the wrestling, as long as i was still living in my home town.

 

Eventually the wrestling was also over. I was at a university in a small neighborhood. The amount of energy decreased with the amount of exercise. The amount of motivation to exercise decreased with the lack of energy. Had entered a bad circle. I stayed there for some time. I became one of those sitting by the tv a while after getting home, since i was so exhausted. This was during my time at the university. it was loads of studying to do. And going to school is quite tireding to, craving a lot of energy. So it happened, i became one of them who i couldn’t understand the behavior and habits of, when i was 14.

 

During life in maldives i had time to exercise again and i did. But im not a gym person, and it was mainly gym, a little bit only a little bit tennis. It didn’t gave the big encouraging effects as i would have needed. But I value my life and experiences in maldives higher then anything else. I wouldn’t change them for the most fit body in the world.

 

Now i am in doha, its again another story. I tried with gym, it didn’t work well, again i am not a gym person. Around 2 months ago a french/norweigian guy contacted me and out of the blue suggested tennis. I hadn’t thought of tennis before since i came here, but it suddenly started to shape a plan and a desire inside my head. It took a month and then above guy took me to a tennis session. I was back, this was my old track.

 

Even though my cardio isn’t what it should be, it mattered less, i was on the track again. Ive found another tennis partner to play with now as well, we work similar timings and it will be a few times a week, and im getting high. The hormones and energy from exercise is addicting. In-between sessions, in combination with lack of sleep and stress at work, im quite exhausted, but i feel the energy coming back into my veins. The addiction, the happy feel good hormones i had as a child!

 

i have even got involved at some salsa nights, inspired, dancing is what im made to do. So salsa and tennis, that’s my new track. exhaustion - when tennis came back in my life.

 

I was born and raised this way.

patience is my new thing.

I must have been quite optimistic when creating blogs and believeing its easy to run them whe working and trying to keep up a social life as well. Its getting quite hard actually. But patience is my new things. That what drives me.

Patience when it comes to relationship, with work, with traffic, with development. With the blog? We need patience in life. Patience is the key to understanding. Understanding is the key to development. In Doha patience is crucial.
Im used to work with companies where one phonecall is enough and then things gets done. Working here is quite another thing. It takes month to get things fixed. Companies are very slow with submitting quotations and even following up with their potential costumers. Isnt costumer what makes their company work?
I blame this on the low salaries they are paid. This will be a big discussion, and im not going to walk that way. But low salaries means low educated labor, which lead to low skills, and having unhappy costumers, which lead to bad service.
Labor paid low salaries will know that the difference they make from deliver extra service doesnt change much. It makes them more exhausted for nothing. So they will just ignore their potential clients.
There is offcourse the companies who will pay good salaries, deliever good service and follow up their potential costumers. But this companies are more expensive. And the companies that doesnt pay high salaries would never agree on going for firms that are a bit more expensive then the ones that are delivering bad service. Do you see the circle?
Im not going to walk longer down the aisle on that. Patience is my new thing. Following up as a buyer? It gives a lot, it sure is developing. Remember a year ago, im sure I was going to develop at the speed of the new city of mine. I have been. My mind, my ideologies, my thoughts, my skills, my speed.
I let you know a thing. They will buy a bag costing around 20 000 skr and they pay their housemaid 1 500 skr a month. A housemaid putting up a lot of money on a nursing education.
However life in some asian countries is very much cheaper then in western world. But the level of salary the culture have created is covering the every day cost, and then its finished. Savings doesnt exsist. This is the level of salary, and the level of life served to them.
Im not judging, I am not telling this is wrong. I am observing. A part of me wished goverments felt compassion for their people. Giving levels of minumum salaries.
I see every person in this world with the same amount of respect. Or at least i try. But some of the arabs i dont get. I believe amount of compassion decrease in a correlaiton with the increase of a persons money.
But im not bitter, im sweet, juicy and spicy. I dont judge this culture and its people, i only observe, and note it down. Maybe my observations will change, and my opinions.
Well, have patience with me folks at home. I love you. My beautiful aunt, whose birthday was recently. You are my second mom. I love you.

only the pessimist claims "being an optimist doesn't work."


Almost the middle of the night, and the sun made me quite tired, a thunderstorm just happened. Gonna sleep well.
I miss my guy, him who I kissed first time on new years eve.

ive been twitterised

I havent found my blog to be so interesting anymore as i have twitter. Or at least i guess thats the reason.
However life goes on in normal speed. Quite high speed. Today Ive been good, cleaning the apartment, washing 3 machines of clothes. Even cleaned out all the kitchen cabinets. Last time that was done was when mom and dad were visiting.
I ve been inside and home the whole day, and i am happy with that. Many people are so scared of being bored so they will be. They end up runing around feeling sorry for themself because they dont do anything or because they dont meet anyone. But i dare you, why?
Why all this panic? I might think some will easily panic if they are all alone, because they are insecure. Maybe scared of having life running away from them. Maybe scared of not getting confirmations from other people.
However, me, Im happy being alone on my off, washing, cleaning, reading, blogging, watching movies, go to the gym, chatting...sleeping, resting, doing facemasks, body scrubs, hair packings, writing on my book...bored is just not in my vocabulary. I could be home for one week, and still have things to do.
I dont have the big need of getting out and around, i enjoy it, but as where i am now, with my head 3 inches from a solid wall, i get a lot of rest staying home.
Well on coming off, Im going with some friends to a resort here, stay by the poolside and beach, get some tan and have nice day off. Socialize. I enjoy that too.
Well, had a small conversation on twitter yesterday about if we are screwed when we realize we might have made the wrong choises earlier on our road. However, I believe there is no such thing as wrong choices.
Whereever we were, whenever we were there we made a choice, we were still the same persona we are today. At that time during that certain circumstances that choice we made were the best. Thats why we were convinced to take it. And then live with that, maybe it lead us on a really rough road, maybe it gave us hard times, difficult times and a lot of sorrow. But maybe it was meant that way now. Maybe this road lead somewhere else, this experiences made us realize that the choice we did 10 years back might have been unwise, but to realize it, the road did lead somewhere.
Well, that went a bit messy. We can never go back in time and change choices or events, we can just capture the day today and do the best out of today.
Hope ill be back in my blog a bit more often. Catch you than. Would be nice of you to comment those of you who come visiting! dont know if i should bother writting in english however. My english today got effected from some american movies..haha..
puss och kram. I miss my guy, him who woke me up just in time to see the sunrise.

Ive turned 25 again.

Do we remember last year?

 

I turned 25, in my paradise. Had an amazing birthday with amazing people. I havent still been home since then, so I did 25 one more time. Keeping it on spare until Im home and can celebrate with you guys there. Anyway, Ihad an amazing birthday.

 

The night before one of my friend, from my paradise in Indian ocean actually, took me out. He is here also. We went eating Mexican. After i had been to the rest room, the chef had arranged me a birthday cake, the girls were singing to me and it was an amazing surprise. That’s how you get wowed.

 

(Well, it should belong to the story that this chef at the Mexican place is a friend of my friend who took me there, but still, it had me going happy. )

 

On my birthday I worked, highlighted by hundreds of birthday wishes coming in every 5th minute. Facebook might tend to be a very shallow place, but the birthday wishes there makes a very sweet difference. It is not a big effort done by the friends and contacts there, but it’s just a small message saying, hi, i thought of you for a second, and then you thought of me for a second. Celebrating life.

 

But there was sms, emails, phone calls and tweets. A very technically celebrated birthday. My cousin, my extra sister, even dedicated one live journal post to me, which brought tears to my eyes. Thank you emma!

At evening time a friend brought me to a bar. We were dancing, drinking cocktails and it was very calm and beautiful.

A few days later we had a party in the house with all the girls as well. Together with one other girls birthday. Had planed roof party, but the winds had other plans for us. It was such a sweet evening with food and songs.

 

But I miss all of you there, home and I hope I can be home visiting soon, turn 25 once more, laugh with my loved ones in Sverige.


The world is worrying me

If we are to believe the Mayans, the world as we know it is going to end. It is actually quite cryptic, isn’t it?

 

I am sure they are right, so much is going on this year. So much things are breaking down, and vantage points for people are actually changing. There is storms in several parts of the world, of my world, in Yemen, Syria, in Maldives.

 

In petite beautiful Maldives. In my beautiful wonderful Maldives, which i love so unconditionally. The first ever democratically chosen president was forced to resign, and now people are fighting. What seems to be correct there?

 

And in Syria, i believe in Syria things are worst right now, people are dying as flies. Innocent people, civil people, kids, babies, ladies, boys, men, women. They do not care, they just kill everyone. They switched off the electricity in a hospital and 18  to early born babies died. I saw photoages of a boy who was still alive for 2 days after they shot his mouth off, they cancell all bread and food transportations. And where are the world reactions?

 

(In sweden they are worried about the discussions to increase retirement age till 75?) So many chose to close their eyes to what happening in the world, since it is to painful to take in. But what if you were there, what if the choice to close your eyes didnt existed?

 

And there is storms, technically and literarily. The weather is confusing us even more this year. Winter wonderland hit Sweden harder then in years, and it came later then in years. It was very stormy in the beginning of the year?

 

In Qatar it is sunny and warm, and then it gets cold again, and then warm again. The storms are here. It is time for us to react, and to realize, maybe the Mayans were right, the world as we have before known it to be, is going to end.


a different dubai.

Its been a while now, like 3 weeks or so.

 

This with blogging apparently took a while. But guess I’m saying like the rest of the world. i have had a life this last month. Was visiting Dubai for a mini vacation, then my gorgeous parents once again came by. And offcourse, my work has been (like always) crazy much.

 

I’ve came to a point where its time for me to restart, get back on track. Would not tell that I am not able to take care of myself, but my parents where here, reminding me of how important I am. Mom did a deep cleaning of my kitchen, and dad helped me with some maintenance issues. We hanged out, and once again,  I realized who I am, the Swede, the daughter of my parents.

 

So here I am, back on track, with gym bag with me to office, proper breakfasts, lunches and dinners. No more soft drinks, no more sugar unless its Swedish candy or if it is ice cream ( but only later on, when its unbearable hot). Back to a lot of fruits and herbal teas, salads, spirulina, grapefruit.

 

Back on track, restart to make it simple. Sometimes it has been hard to have enough energy to take care of myself, since I haven’t eaten properly, like a bad spiral, which is always coming back. However, the spiral is all old. I’ve done it before, Ill do it again.

 

Dubai then. Dubai was huge. I spent amazing peaceful days there with a beloved someone. We rested a lot, tanned little bit, went to see some malls, visited local markets from around the globe, in the amazing global village. We had nice food, and we rested. I slept a lot, since I needed it. I woke up the last day to see the sunrise, and it was beautiful. Thank you to my beloved someone for giving me these days of peace.

 

If interested, have a look at my photos from the trip, here: facebook album link

 

Well, thanks for reading. I admire the few of you coming here every day, even when im not updating!! Hang in there, im getting back on the horse now.


baksidan av mitt leverne

Många frågar om jag jobbar för ett svenskt företag. Många frågar om det är folk hemma i Sverige som ordnar och grejar med mina jobb, som hjälper mig, och ser till att jag lever efter de svenska "bekvämlighets" reglerna.

Men gissa vad, jag gör inte det. Jag jobar inte för något svenskt företag, jag har ingen arbetsgivning eller fackförening i ryggen. Jag sökte jobb utomlands och fick jobb utomlands. Sedan gjorde jag samma sak igen. Överlevde med min engelska, och anslöt mig till gruppen av expats som de så gott kallas. Anslöt mig till gruppen av människor som jobbar utanför sitt hemland. Och inte enbart då svenskarna som gör det.
Jag var tillräckligt övertygad om att jag skulle iväg, och att jag ville prova de icke silkesvantes vägarna. Det fanns så många. Resorna jag gjort och människorna jag mött har inspirerat mig och format om mig till att bli någon annan.
Min lön är inte särsklit hög, men ibland är erfarenheter, utmaningar, kunskap, upplevelser och utveckling värt så mycket mer. Jag har en ledig dag per vecka, och en månads ledighet per år. Det är ju egentligen överkommligt.
Efter att jag hade varit drygt sex månader på Maldiverna kom mina föräldrar och hälsade på. Då var jag ledig en vecka med dem. Sedan gick ytterliggare sex månader och jag hade tre veckors semester hemma i Sverige. Det var i September 2010.
Sedan flyttade jag tillbaka till Maldiverna, började lägga nya månader av arbete bakom mig. Efter nio månader fick jag ett nytt jobb, och flyttade på mig. Det gick väldigt snabbt i de svängarna så jag hann inte med att vara ledig. Jag steg in på det nya kontoret två dagar efter jag hade haft min sista massage gäst på min paradisö.
Sedan dess gick det i ett igen. Nu har det gått närmare sju månader sedan jag kom hit. Vilket med lite matte betyder att jag har jobbat utan stop i snart 16 månader. Utan ens två dagars helger.
Och gissa vad, jag är van vid det nu. Men det är baksidan med mitt leverne. Det tillsammans med att jag träffar mina kärlekar där hemma alldeles för sällan. Bortsett från det måste jag säga att jag älskar livet jag lever.
Till saken nu då, idag har jag semester. Jobbar halvdag idag, ikväll flyger jag till Dubai, ska möta några vänner där, ha semester i fyra långa dagar! När jag kommer tillbaka, bara timman efter så landar mamma och pappa här i Doha.
Det är sant och en sån där obeskrivlig lycka har infunnit sig just nu. Hela insidan skrattar, till och med djupt därinne i hjärteroten, i magen, i fötterna.
Jag har även fått tillskickat mig en inbjudan till en Gala Award Dinner. För World Travel Awards. Det är ganska stort. Röda mattan och (världs) höjdare inom turism och service, och lilla Mariell (!). Så det kommer bli en bra månad.
Denna obeskrivliga lycka jag känner för att återse mina föräldrar, för att spendera lata dagar i solen och världsmetropolen Dubai, för att bli en del av en stor gala middag. Den stolthet och glädje jag ser med min utvecklig, mina framsteg, mina erfarenheter och all den nya kunskap som kommer till mig väger upp baksidan av mitt leverne.
Baksidan av mitt leverna känns helt plötsligt som en liten svart prick.

Its beginning to look a lot like christmas

Well idag ar det julafton.

Tredje julen borta fran hemma. Det ar bara att inse fakta. Jag som ar en lugn person med takt och ton, mattful och balanserad, jag ar tyst och still och det ska mycket till innan jag blir exalterad. Men jag har en last som haller mig fast i ett jarngrepp varje vinter. Nar aret ar slut och snon ligger djup och sladarnas medar slinter, jag vill ha mer jul.

Ja, jag korde ju den visan julen for tva ar sedan, for er som kommer ihag. (kolla mitt otroligt poetiska inlagg har. Eller mitt annu mer poetiska tokinlagg om forra arets jul da jag var konfrancier pa en julfest pa en paradistrand, har . )

Vad ska jag skriva i ar? Vad gor jag i ar? Spat ar ovanligt tyst, sa vi tankte kora en storstadningsdag samt med mycket training. Ikvall ska jag hem till tva vanner, en amerikan och en tunisier. De ar trevliga, helt genuint underbart varma manniskor och i deras forsta klass lagenhet pa strandpromenaden och den konstgjorda lyxadressen the pearl, ar julen hogpyntad. Dar kommer julfesten ga av stapeln som aldrig tidiagre.

Forra aret satt jag med min fina Milja och da bestamde vi att nasta jul ar vi hemma. Blev det sa? Milja ar hemma, men jag ar inte det.

Forra aret var jag sadar tokigt stolt over mig sjalv vad jag har astadkommit, och over det fortroendet manniskor dar visade for mig. I ar har jag klattrat ett steg och har borjat komma dit, mestadels just for att dessa manniskor dar trodde pa mig, och lat mig vaxa. Jag har nu kommit en bit pa vag.

Igar unnade jag mig Hammam och mani-pedi. Hammam kan kallas vid ett traditionellt arabiskt/turkiskt/maroccanskt bad, dar kroppen traditionsenligt forbereddes for brollop. En sorts tvagning. Kroppen skrubbs ganska hansysnlos bort fran dod hud, och nya skimmrande lager framtrader. Kroppen blir ren och mjuk som aldrig forr. Drog omedvetet ihop det till jultvagning, julbad. Till Sverige. Hemma brukade jag tappa upp bubbelbadkaret dagen innan julafton. Har blev det nagot annat. 

Jag har varit ganska rejalt stressad den har julen. Den senaste manaden. Tydliga tecken pa sjukdom har infunnit sig i flera omgangar. Overtydliga tecken pa stress, pa att vara pa vag in i vaggen.
Jag har ju dragit pa mig mitt fosta halvar som chef. Det ar ganska stressgivande. Jobba i mellanosten med arabiska arbetsgivare ar ganska stressgivande ocksa. Men jag forsoker finna frid, forsoker omge mig med manniskor som ger mig varme, lugn och ro. Omge mig med aktiviteter som ger mig varme, lugn och ro. Intalar mig att nasta vecka, nasta vecka blir det battre. Omge mig med spikmatta, visualiering, yoga, meditation och salsa som ger mig lugn och ro. Att skriva ger mig otrolig inre frid (nar jag har tid). Forsoker finna tillbaka till aktiviteter Maldiverna tillat mig att ha tid till.

Hur som helst, jag har val mer eller mindre lagt min julhysteri pa hyllan. Men nasta ar, nasta ar da vill jag vara hemma. Sa aterigen God Jul!, Sverige, Vanner och Familj dar pa andra sidan. Puss.

I don't ask for much this Christmas

What more can I do? All I want for christmas is you.

Have comed to a phase where I have come to be even more upset then earlier in regards to the unfairities of the world.

I saw a picture yesterday, posted in facebook and it was so painful to me. On one side of the photo is the starving beging children, on the other side is shopping hysteria as it worst with "big fat" ladies running around in the toy store with their hands full with toys. I bet you can see it in front of you.

And it hit me, again and again and again. We have known it for ages, for ever. We know it. But yet every year billards and billiards usd, is spent on Christmas gifts. Expensive toys, clothes, equipment. ("what do you get to someone who has it all? - a spa certificate at our place of course...").

But seriously, its only a thought, what if every single person on this planet planning to buy gifts for the holidays did spend around 10-15% of their give away budget on helping people in need. Kids, Red cross, Africa, Woman organizations, Barncancer fonden, any kind of helping organization. We will make this Christmas a Christmas where we started to make a change.

Am I naiv now? I do not believe so. Everyones give-away budgets are different, but if it will be 10-15% less, what different does it do in your Santa sack? This money together will change the life for others, who need it so much more.

.....its only a thought, and I am in. We have helping organizations here in Qatar as well.

när temperaturer ändras på två dagar

Ökenvindarna drar ner graderna ganska rejält och ganska snabbt.
Går vi tillbaka 7 dagar var det fortfarande runt 28 dag tid och 23 kvälls tid. Idag, eller rättare sagt imorse (4.30) när jag åkte till flygplatsen för att möte upp en av mina nya tjejer så var det ruskigt kallt ute. Kollade termometern och den var på 16. Dagtid låg den idag på 22. Solen ligger fortfarande på, det är aldrig ett moln på himmelen i mellanösten, men kallt blir det, och kallt på ett annat sätt.
När jag gick ut i morse så hade jag en tjock tröja på mig, men kylan bet i mina kinder och armar ändå. Samma känsla som om det hemma vore frost. Kan hända att jag är bortskämd med varma temperaturer, då jag befunnit mig i tropiskt klimat sedan september 2009, och innan det hade en sommar och vår. Närmar mig nu 3 år sedan kalla temperaturer.
Men det var kallt, och bara på två dagar har det vänt. Två dagar sedan drog regn och moln över, tog med sig de sista sommardagarna. En ökenkyla är mer rå. Och det vänder så fort.
Ena dagen var det varmare ute än inne, och sedan nästa dag var det kallare ute än inne. Då var det fortfarande tillräckligt varmt ute för att jag skulle ha igång min AC när jag sov, men nu stängde jag av ACn. Nu räcker det. Kyligt inomhus.
Varma kläder och tända stearinljus. Öken vinden är kall. Känns 10 grader kallare än vad det egentligen är, sägs det, så det är inte bara bortskämda Maldiverna Mariell.

paid for the amount of headache, blood, sweat and tears.

Kan sammanfatta det på det sättet.
Huduvvärk,stress, blod, svett och tårar. Tappad matlust leder till korta stunder av frossa. Dagar kommer då jag blir helt igång med energi. Städar, tvättar och motionerar. Kommer tillbaka till jobbet, tar tag i det där jag jobbar med.
Huvudvärk, blod,stress, svett, tårar och löning. En rap das armas-version på högsta volym i bilen. Drar oss igenom alla bilköer, en biltur på normalt 15 min förvandlas till 1 timma. . Ett par (eller numer ett enda) glas vin på en fin bar, eller uteservering. Den varma ökenluften och het sol som ligger på palmbladen och skyskraporna. Salsa klasser på kvällarna. Blodröda solnedgångar. Kameler som tuggar långsamt. High tech nattklubbar med magnum flaskor av champagne.
Ett skrivbord med högar av papper, en telefon som ringer, två telefoner som ringer, en överfull mejlbox, visum som aldrig tycks komma fram. Två massage gäster, en vattenkran som går sönder, toapapper som är slut, en annons som blev publicerad fel, ska vi betala för det? Vattenräkningen som var högre än den skulle. En Ac som inte fungerar, chaffören fastnade i en trafikolycka, två tjejer som säger upp sig. Inte tillräckligt med pengar i banken för att betala ut lön. En tjej som är arg för att hon inte vill bo med hennes rumskompis längre. Tv kanaler som inte fungerar. Tvättmedel är slut. Ägarna kommer på möte. Hälsovårdsnämnden tittar in och sätter nya regler. Vi måste ha en skylt på arabiska på huset och vi har 5 dagar på oss att fixa det. Företagsregistrerings papper som ska förnyas. En tjej som vaknar med hudutslag. 6 gäster som vill boka samtidigt när vi bara har 4 terapeuter lediga. Hur mycket ska hon betala for 30 min av normalt 60 min reflexologi. Prova den nya svarta marockanska tvålen. Vattnet i personalköket fungerar inte. Vitt nagel lack går inte att få tag på längre i landet, men vi har fullt i nagelbaren med damer frågar efter fransk manikyr. Är det värt att lägga ut en mindre förmögenhet för att bli en del av skönhetsmässan som kommer i början av nästa år, hur stor marknadsföring får vi från det? Kommer vår målgrupp att delta i den mässan i tillräckligt stor kvantitet. Testa den nya tjejernas massage tekniker - ahhh. Lägga upp en budget för nästa år. En vattenkran som läcker - igen. En oresonlig gäst vill boka lymphatic drainage massage men hon vill bara ha för axlar och huvud. Hur kan vi få henne att förstå. En gravid gäst som absolut vill ha massage med lavendel olja, hur kan vi få henne att förstå? Inbjuden av en kollega att prova nya våt area anläggningen på deras hotell.
Det är mitt jobb nu, det är vad jag får betalt för. Sortera  och lösa problemen. De som äger våran firma skall inte behöva stå med huvudvärk, stress, blod och tårar. De har mig för det. Deras jobb är att säga ja eller nej till olika förslag jag kommer upp med.
Men jag älskar mitt jobb så mycket. Ger mig tusen saker och utveckling på en ny nivå. Jag älskar mitt liv här så mycket. Ger mig tusen och åter tusen.
Antonio Banderas på Doha Tribecca Film Festival.

...lets party like it is 2012 !?!

Om jag skulle spinna vidare på det här med relationer.  Jag läste en artikel häromdagen om en kvinna som konverterade till islam från kristendomen.  Hon valde att konvertera för hon fann så mycket mer trygghet i islam, hon fann sådan stark värme och så många sociala människor. Hon blev en del av islam.
Följande citat är från texten,
"... As soon as you become a Muslim you're asked if you'd like a good husband! The introduction process was completely different - you don´t go to cinema or have meals alone together... I am my husband's second wife. Mohammed lives with me and my daughter three days a week and with his first wife and their children for the rest of the time. I don't get jealous; a Muslim husband has to treat all of his wives equally."
Det är en annorlunda värld här.
Inspirerande.
Jag och en vän satt i en bar härom dagen och jag noterande en tjej som satt där, en bit bort, hon var ensam, satt med en drink. Vad som drog blicken åt henne var att hon var klädd i beiga typiska fiskar shorts (de där med tusen fickor), och sedan hade hon en over size stor röd tshirt, en keps, en ryggsack och gympa dojor. Håret var uppsatt lite slarvigt, och hon hade inget smink. Hon var inte ful alls, men hon såg väldigt malplacerad och ensam ut i den fina pianobaren på ett hotell.
Jag tänkte inte på att sitta och stirra på henne och var upptagen med mitt sällskap. Men efter en stund senare så gled blicken över till henne, och hon sitter inte ensam längre, en fin kille har gjort henne sällskap. De pratar, skojar och beställer in varsin öl till.
Det är så här. Människor är öppna, hjärtliga, glada. Ingen bryr sig om vad andra tycker eller tänker.
Om en ensam tjej med lite "fel tillfälle" klädsel och kankse vad i många betraktares ögon skulle räknas som utstickande skulle sitta på en bar, inte går en svensk snygg, välklädd kille fram och pratar med henne. Förstår ni hur jag tänker. Den svenske killen är rädd för vad hans kompisar ska säga eller de andra i baren ska tänka. Han ser inte varför han skulle beblanda sig med henne eller så är han för blyg för att göra det. Svenskar vill i regel inte vara annorlunda, och ar otroligt trygga och eniga med de vannerna de redan umgas med.
Men här är det en annorlunda värld. Folk är öppna, sociala, låter alla vara med, ingen skall behöva känna sig utanför eller ensam. Alla är välkomna oavsett utsida.



Idag har jag varit på ett networking event för arbetande kvinnor här i Doha. Det var många många där. Arabiska kvinnor, västerländska, muslimska, icke-muslimer. Kvinnor klädda i abaya, kvinnor med burka och kvinnor med häga klackar och urringade blusar. Alla gick runt, och pratade om sig själv, vad jag gör, varifrån jag är, vad jag har pluggat, vad jag har upplevt och vad jag upplever i mitt liv. Mycket marknadsföra sig själv. Det var väldigt givande.
Jag pratade med flertalet kvinnor som sitter på höga positioner i oljeföretagen, som jobbar med marknadsföring och som bossar över män. Jag pratade med kvinnor från amerika, asien, afrika, canada, mellanöstern, australien, och från europa. Jag inspirerades massor och det var väldigt givande.
Jag finner muslimerna här (inte enbart männen) att vara väldigt öppna, varma, välkomnande, stora kramen och familjen, lyckliga, omtänksamma, oblyga, generösa och enkla att vara runt.
När man stod och pratade med de västerländska kvinnorna blev det stelt och tyst efter ett tag, och gruppen skingrades och nya grupper bildades. När man pratade med de muslimska kvinnorna blev det aldrig stelt, de är öppna, välkomnande och deras aura gör att ingen känner sig malplacerad.


Kvinnor i åldrarna från 23-55 i hundra olika branscher. Men det spelar ingen roll. Själv gick jag ut och åt med min väninna från England efter eventet. Hon är i samma ålder med min kära mor.
...lets party like it is 2012?

midnight blog

Jag har börjat med julmusik nu. Kort och gott konstaterat. Vad kan det vara, drygt 2 månader till julafton. Drömde ett tag om en jul hemma, men börjar nog bli mer och mer konstaterat att det inte blir så.
Men julmusiken har jag hela året, gott e väl det. Julskinka hade jag faktiskt i juli när jag hamnade på en fest hos någon på amerikanska ambassaden och som på ett trollslag när jag steg in genom dörren drog han ut en grilljerad skinka ut ugnen, och han hade till och med senap i kylen!.
Jag hade företagets ägare på besök idag. Första gången jag såg dem face to face så att säga. Tidigare bara över mejl, sms och telefon. Men det fungerade väldigt bra. De ger mig fria händer att anställa och ta hand om stället, att prova saker jag tror fungerar. De är glada att jag är glad här, och de gav mig lite råd och regler.
Annars då? Blir väldigt kort och halvdant det här inlägget, men jag har halvtomhalvt utkörd. Tog med mig en kompis och gick på bio idag för att varva ner lite. Och nu somnar jag som en stock snart. Får komma ett mer innehållsrikt inlägg senare i veckan.
Jag skriver ju bok också, håller på att redigera de 30 första sidorna nu. Tänkte peta upp ett smakprov här såsmånigom. Inte för att mina hela 10 följare brukar kommentera så mycket, men det vore roligt med lite feedback på det när jag väl vågar plocka in det här.
En av mina svenska kompisar här har fått mig motiverad till gymkort, men det var ett bra tag sedan jag hade medlemskap på ett gym, så detta ska bli spännande. Ligger i införskaffningsplan inom närmaste veckan. Håller på at tkika vilka anläggningar som har bra facillities och priser i tillfället. Finns en del att välja på.
Well, hips out. good night.

is it a swedish behaviour?

Blogging through my blackberry now. Seem to work pretty fine. Well,  blackberry is totally down down down. Out of service. The server might have crashed as I have heard its more than 75 million users in my region alone. Probably they did not  count on that while starting the server.
So blackberry is down, but not complaining. It gives me time to work. And seriosuly where will it take me complaining. Our telephone operator actually did send out a message to all of us asking us not to call the help line. Assuring us that the problem will be solved as soon as they have a solution. I am very certain they do all they can to solve this as quick as possible.
It is a global company, and millions of people are already complaining. But have patience. I find solutions, its sorted out as soon as it can be. maybe this is a swedish behaviour. I accept technological issues.
Maharaba!