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a wonderful thing.

Life is a matter or wonderful things. We just need to learn how to see them. Where to see them and when to see them. Sometimes I catch them, sometimes I let them by. Sometimes i share them, sometimes I keep them inside, put them in the pool of energy sources for coming tragedies.

Life is a matter or beautiful roads. We just need to find courage enough to follow them. Sometimes I feel tired and choose to rest. Sometimes i jump and hope that the bottom of the road is soft enough to land on. Sometimes I fall down and it is hard and sticky, but I always get up again. Sometimes i ran along the road, sometimes I need to stop to catch my breath. Most of the time I just walk, calm and secure, confident enough to know that this beautiful road was made for me.
Life is a matter of memories. Memories of people, of moments that takes our breath away. Memories of people that have stopped to turn our world upside-down. Memories of beings in whose life we made the difference.
Life matter.

Kort om drömmar

Vi drömmer när vi sover och vi drömmer ibland om framtiden. Omedvetna drömmar och medvetna drömmar. De omedvetna drömmarna styr vi inte med medvetandet. De drömmar som kommer till oss när vi sover är vårt undermedvetnas sätt att bearbeta de tankar som far i huvudet när vi är vakna. De drömmer som kommer till oss när vi sover är det undermedvetnas sätt att kommunicera med oss. Själens sätt att prata. Går du omkring och oroar dig för något när du är vaken är det en stor chans att svaret kan komma till dig i drömmens värld. I believe so.
För inte så länge sedan drömde jag om att jag adopterade en liten bebis, en pojke. Jag visste inte riktigt varför den här drömmen kom till mig. Men dagen efter fick jag ett sms från en ex-pojkvän som berättade att han och hans fru fått en son.
Vad de medvetna drömmarna spelar för roll är att de ger oss en framtid att leva för. Mål att sträva efter. Samma ex-pojkvän var väldigt uppgiven och deprimerad när jag kom in i hans liv. Det tog ett tag för honom att öppna upp för mig och berätta om sina tankegångar och bekymmer. Det visade sig längre fram att han saknade sin egna person, han kände inte att han var någon. Han var inte säker på vilket år han är född, då hans mor och far bråkade om det, samt att de blandade ihop honom med hans syskon. Han var inte säker på vem han var, och vad han ville i livet. Han jobbade utan att komma någonstans. Han saknade drömmar om framtiden, han hade ingen plan. Han var ingen individ i sig själv, utan alltid hade han varit en i mängden.
Jag fick honom att börja drömma om framtiden. Men när jag kom närmare och närmare honom drog han sig ganska snart bort, var rädd för att släppa mig nära. Var rädd för att berätta att han var gift. Rädd för att tala om hur hans relation med hans fru såg ut. Hon var inte honom ganska nära. Bodde timmar bort med flygplan och han träffar henne knappa månaden om året. Han spenderade 5 intensiva månader med mig innan jag kom för nära för vad som var bekvämt och han stängde mig ute helt.  Hans själ är trots hans lögner och medvetna val tilltalande vacker. Han trängde sig in i min själ och gav mig så mycket genom att lita på mig.
Kort berättelse om hur viktigt det är med drömmar. Brainstorming.
Jag har försökt ett par gånger att ta mig tillbaka in i den här pojkens själ för att hjälpa, men han väljer mig gång på gång att stänga mig ute. Men han drömmer om framtiden nu. Det berättade han för någon månad sedan.

Själslig utveckling och lite solbrun

Har kommit över en bra bok. Till lån visserligen, men den är givande på så många nivåer. Skriver in titeln längre ner så kan ni kanske hitta den i eran del av världen och läsa ni också.

Men den slår mig så rätt hela tiden, jag inser mer och mer dagligen hur det fungerar med livet. Svårigheten för mig ligger i att plocka in det här i mitt arbetsliv. Det ligger inte något problem i att få i den i mitt tankesätt vad gäller privatlivet, men när det är arbetslivet är det lite klurigare. Men jag kommer dit.
Boken är skriven om beteenden och psykologi och hur det är betingat redan i barndomen. Hur viktigt det är från början att barn kan lita på sina föräldrar, om hur viktigt det är att lära sig att tålamod ger belöning. De där sakerna säger sig egentligen sig själva. Men det är så huvudet på spiken för mig att läsa dessa.
Så där vettiga saker slog emot mig redan på första uppslagen,

"Once we truly now that life is difficult - once we truly understand and accept it - than life is no longer difficult. Because once accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters."

"..feeling of being valuable is essential to mental health and is the cornerstone of selfdiciplin. It is a direct product of parental love."..... "Selfdiciplin is self-caring".....
"The only way to solve a problem is to take ownership for it.... The difficulty we have in accepting responsibility for our behavior lies in the desire to avoid the pain of the consequences from that behavior"..... ‎

"Our view of reality is like a map... First of all we are not born with maps, we have to make them... the biggest problem with mapmaking is that the world is changing. Glaciers comes, glaciers goes. Culture comes, culture goes. Most importantly the vantage point from were we watch the world is constantly changing"....


Och det här är bara början. Problemet med den här boken är att det går inte att sträckläsa den. Man kan inte rusa igenom den, för att förstå behövs det tid med en sån här bok. Jag ger den tid och den ger mig så mycket tillbaka.
För inte så länge sedan log ödet mot mig. ( Peppar peppar ödet och jag skrattar ihop nästan varje dag ). Men jag fick en ny rumskompis. En vacker själ, en tjej från Maldiverna. Vars liv är som en djup djungel. Hon lånade mig den här boken, för hon såg att jag är en människa som kommer fungera med boken. Ödet förde mig samman med en ny vän. En vän där själslig utveckling fått ny innebörd.
Annars solade jag lite igår. Åkte till flygplatsen och ett hotell som man kan checka in till poolområdet på under dagen. Jag och en gammal rumskompis spendarade dagen vid poolkanten med att sova, sola, luncha och bara njuta. Lite solbrun. Riktigt skönt att inte ha den där stressen över att jag måste pressa i solen och bli pepparkaka snabbast möjligast.
Jag kör med tanning oil med solsskydd visserligen men jag stannar allt i halvskuggan under palmbladen. Lyssnar på vindens sus och vågorna. blablablabla.
Boken jag läser heter The road less travelled och författare är M. Scott Peck. Varm rekomendation om du har tid till att läsa långsamt.
I love to entertain you.

Laxeringsmedlet är bra kamouflerat i ingefära teet

Jag gjorde det, jag köpte mig en macbook. Den är söt, underbar, vacker och helt makalöst snabb. Ger alltid resultat, och redan efter bara några veckor spenderar han timmar varje kväll med mig. Ibland så går det bra någon timma på morgonen med. Snabbisar på middagsrasten blir till en favorit ibland. Beroendeframkallade är hans hela 13 tum. Min lilla söta mr mac är så kärleksfull och finns alltid där för mig. Hans softvara har visat sig väldigt lättinlärd och var dag så blir jag mer och mer van vid genvägar och andra features som han lär mig. Jag har till och med visat han mitt hemspråk och installerat det. Inte behövde jag beställa en dator från sverige. Vi gillar till och med samma musik. Han slumpar alltid fram mina favoritlåtar.
Nog om honom. Han är vit och jag väntar dagligen på att se vartifrån jag kan tänkas få tag på något vackert skal att pryda honom med, ge honom lite mer personlighet och skydd från den utomhusverklighet som finns i min sandiga strandvärld.
Men laxeringsmedler kamoflerat i ingefära te funkar mycket bra. Klart man borde klara en flush out på en vecka.
Ny start.