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Love is such a beautiful thing
I have another sleepless night, I can't count them anymore, I haven't eaten properly in days, I'm obsessed with the thought of me being obese.. I'm so scared of seeing myself obese so when I see myself in the mirror I only see fat me. I only see all the carbs, all the salt and I see sugar everywhere.
You might not all know that I'm in love and due to marry within a year. Some of you don't know it yet, but yes we are engaged also, he popped the question on 29.12.15. I knew it was coming, and it came wrapped in a diamond ring shaped as a rose, because you see, love is complicated, love is like a rose, beautiful, complex, with soft velvet and also with torns, because you see if they are not all there, love wouldn't be, the rose wouldn't be.
Ive realised that until I meet my man I never loved. He was and will be my first love, my one and only until the end of time. We might think that we love before, but the truth is it is first when we meet the real deal we realised we never ever loved before. I thought I loved my eyecandy in Maldives, I thought I loved my boyfriend before in Doha.. I thought I loved every time, but I've realised now I didn't at all. Love is so much more complex and defined in so many other ways. I love him, I love my him who gave my diamond rose so much it have made love also fragile.
It wont break, but the other truth is that when we love we are naked, we can not hide anything anymore and the person you love is the one that can hurt you the most. for me and my man there is a connection on soul level which connects us. It have been though times since we moved to different countries due to many reasons and it shows itself more then ever before. when you cry I cry.
love isnt easy but it's worth it, every single second.

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